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Trying to become my own person,
I lost myself in the delusion,
Of who I am and who I want,
I am no one.

Yet I am everyone,
I can be everyone,
If I want to be that,
But sometimes no,
I don't want to be,
I want to be just me,
Many times I can't,
Everything is for not,
It all just try to stop,
I try and I try again,
For nothing to occur,
Like I'm forever stuck,
Thinking and thinking,
Trying to be the best,
Although I just stand,
Doing nothing by day,
Doing what's possible,
I still fail every night,
My own life is false,
Everything blocked,
Like a kind of wall,
I can't over come it,
It's just too tall for me,
It goes on and on,
And I wish it to stop,
But what can I do?

This is my wall that I live with all this time.
It's my choice what I do or do not do with this wall.
Why am I letting the wall control me when it has its weaknesses?
Maybe it's time to step up and really look at what I'm dealing with for once.